Friday, October 27, 2017

Parashat Lech-L'cha: Journey Away from Abuse



Shabbat Shalom! As I mentioned at the beginning of this month, with references in the Sukkah to those whose houses may feel unsafe from within, October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Perhaps coincidentally, all month we have been hearing about abuse of power, of toxic masculinity and sexist oppression, and though the particular acts we see in the news right now were not committed in a shared home or by an intimate and trusted partner, there is far too much overlap in the cause and effects of this kind of violence for us to continue to ignore these issues in our communities. The man in the spotlight this month happens to have been Jewish. The problem of violence and exploitation against women and femmes is most definitely not specific to the Jewish community, but Jews, if we want to see change in this world, we have to start by creating it in our own communities. 
You may remember, about a year ago, I attended a weekend-long workshop on the Intersections of Racism and Antisemitism. In the weeks after I returned, I spoke of many wonderful, difficult, eye-opening, community-building moments in that weekend, including a new perspective on how toxic masculinity and sexism play out in Jewish communities. That discourse is a long and necessary discussion to be had, and I’m going to retread that fully again now, I will say I have since seen more conversations on this topic in the last year. Some of the approaches have been better than others, but I’m glad to see people are inspecting this territory at all, and I hope will continue to do so in the coming year as well.
In this week’s Torah portion, Parashat Lech-L’cha, our patriarch, Avram leaves his father’s home, the place where he has lived and known and been known his whole life. The Hebrew of “lech-l’cha”, doubles the verb for going and loosely translates to “go to yourself,” or and emphatic, “GO, you go!” The Jewish Coalition Against Domestic Violence (JCADA) reminds that this reflects an inner and outer journey. When Avram heard the call to go forth, he had to physically leave all he knew, but he also had to trust a previously unknown God and take on a spiritual journey. Similarly, the JCADA says, when a survivor of abuse is able to break free of the home that has brought such pain, they must not only physically leave the home, but they must take on a new spiritual journey to heal. Often, they must relearn to go to themselves, to trust themselves and others anew.
Meanwhile, while our honored father Avram’s journey reflects that of the domestic abuse survivor, he himself perpetuates similar abuse. Remember that it is not uncommon for people who have been hurt or are frightened to perpetuate their hurt, or act out in perhaps irrational ways to self-protect against their fears. When Avram and his wife, Sarai, arrive to the land that God has shown them, it is barren, and they must continue on their journey to Egypt in search of food. Avram is worried that because his wife is so beautiful, Pharaoh will kill him to take his wife, so Avram asks Sarai to play along with a lie to Pharaoh that they are brother and sister. Pharaoh then attempts to claim Sarai as his own, and God sends a plague to prevent Pharaoh from assaulting the woman, revealing the truth to Pharaoh, who immediately returns Sarai to Avram and asks them both to please get the heck out of his house, like, yesterday. Avram failed Sarai as a partner, enacting emotional abuse of denying their union and treating her like a pretty trinket instead of as a human, and he orchestrated a situation in which the Pharaoh could exert power and entitlement to exploit and harass Sarai.
            Sarai’s journey through this parasha is certainly also one of inner and outer new beginnings. She is following her husband’s physical journey and learning so much more about the men of the world. She is having her own inner process, so private and intimate that we as the readers can only imagine what she is thinking and feeling through all this. But as so many of us can tell you, even without having to travel the world as Sarai did, violence and harassment are not traits particular to any singular population. Pharaoh is not unique in his assumption of ownership over another person’s body, and Avram is not unique in his. 
            We all must start calling out these behaviors when we see them. We must start calling in the people in our lives who are still capable of change. In the case of the Avrams of the world, the fearful and unsure who imitate what they see or behave in ways that they think will protect them, we must teach them to be honest and vulnerable for the sake of building stronger and more equitable relationships. We have to be willing to allow for healing for those who are acting out of their own internalized trauma while also holding them to a standard of treating other people like people. And perhaps we need to start acknowledging when it is time to ex-communicate serial abusers, and know when the sake of “community” is no longer worth the harm a person is causing to others within said community.
We can start small, with the people closest to us, with workshops and phone calls within groups of friends and local community to educate those most likely to perpetuate these behaviors and to deconstruct the underlying issues. I have faith that we can end our community’s silence on abuse. May we tackle the tough questions this week. May we find ways to heal and help and have hope for a world in which all couples and families are blessed with safety and love. Amen and Shabbat Shalom.  

Friday, October 20, 2017

Shabbat Noah: Love and Language



            Shabbat Shalom! This week’s Torah portion is Parashat Noah. It contains the story of the Flood and the Ark, as well as the story of the Tower of Babel. Given their proximity, the rabbis of the classical midrash (Bereshit Rabbah) ask, “Why was the generation of the Flood utterly destroyed, but not the generation of the Tower? Because the generation of the Flood were consumed by robbery and violence, while amongst the generation of the Tower, love prevailed.” Yet, we know that the generation of the Tower were also guilty of some misdeed that upset God, causing their tower to collapse and their languages to be warped, and community to be scattered.  
            Maybe it is worth asking: what was the love that prevailed in the generation of the Tower? What was their one tongue saying? I heard another midrash from a colleague yesterday, though he didn't attribute it, so I'm not sure where he got it from. He said that while the people of what would become Babel built up the tower, they were so frenzied about the project, that if a brick fell from the heights of the tower in process, they would be devastated to have lost a building tool. But if a person fell, they didn't care, because since everyone was of one mind, they all knew someone else would step in immediately and there was no loss to the building project.
            If the generation of the Tower was consumed with love for the Tower, or the project, or the name they were making for themselves, without regard for the sanctity of life, then it would explain why they merited the destruction of their project and the scattering of their community. But if they weren’t actively violent, pushing each other off the tower, stealing each other’s building tools, consumed with making a greater name for each self rather than the collective, then it stands to reason that they could not be considered as evil as the generation of the Flood, who was said to have acted really cruelly and to have committed grotesque crimes.
            In theory, the idea of all speaking one language, both literally and figuratively, being all of one mind for a singular group project, sounds like a great community. But if that group endeavor leads to individuals being forgotten or uncared for, to the point where they could slip off the tower and nobody sought to save them or mourn them, then it is actually quite troubling. It feels reminiscent of a Twilight Zone episode, or any number of great novels. On the surface of the story, the society is a utopia. Everyone gets along, the greater good is always considered, and everyone is determined to work together toward a common goal. But as soon as one character looks a little deeper, or voices concerns, it turns out that the world in which they live is actually quite dystopian. Everyone seems as if they are all of one mind, because their minds are being controlled or because they have simply been made too afraid to speak out.  There wouldn’t be so many stories of such societies across generations and continents if it wasn’t a real concern people have.
That concern can manifest in many different ways. It’s not always an oppressive dystopian governmental body controlling people’s brains that can cause the effect of a singular language among people who secretly all know something is wrong. While it’s nice to get along with our neighbors, sometimes it is worth asking ourselves when the time has come to speak up. Sometimes bad things, especially hurtful words, are allowed to be perpetuated because it would be too uncomfortable or considered confrontational to call someone out on their offensive behavior, and then the person in question continues to behave oppressively because they think that everyone else in their position or who shares an identity or experience with them agrees with their offensive stance on those of a different identity or experience.    
Please, this week as we keep in mind the dangers of being of a singular language, listen carefully to the language you hear around you, and if you hear things you know you shouldn’t, call it out. Do not stand idly by bigoted or abusive words, for words can lead to actions, and actions can lead to much greater communal fractures than dissent might. Do not wait until God descends to see the Tower of arrogance and scatters the community completely. Speak out and stand up, and may your own voice be heard by all. Amen and Shabbat Shalom.   

Friday, October 6, 2017

Shabbat Sukkot

Shabbat Shalom!

I hope your New Year celebrations were sweet, your fasting safe, your atoning meaningful. We're not quite done with these fall holidays, though!

Tonight is Shabbat Sukkot. During Sukkot, we read the words of Kohelet/Ecclesiastes. Kohelet is said to have been King Solomon, who despite his wealth, land, grand palace, many wives and consorts, travels, the glory of building the Temple, etc., was depressed and saw no meaning to life. In the book of Kohelet, he seems to mourn the endless cycle of life and nature. Nothing lasts or holds, the world goes on turning no matter what we do, and eventually everything new becomes old, and the old becomes new again. There is nothing originally under the sun.

Pete Seeger took these words and spun them in a positive light. Yes, it's true, the dent each of us individually makes on the Earth is fairly small. But, that means anything we feel guilty or embarrassed about is also not as bad as it feels! And it means that the difference we make in our own circles are as meaningful as we make them. If things feel bad now, don't worry - you can still turn it around!

We read these words on Sukkot as we live in temporary huts, remember our ancestors escaping Egypt without secure housing, and appreciate with gratitude the bounty we enjoy in our own lives. It's a harvest festival, enjoy the fruits of the Earth, while remembering a time when our ancestors survived on Manna that they constantly worried would cease to fall from Heaven day by day. Like with fasting on Yom Kippur, which propels us toward breaking chains of oppression and feeding those who are hungry all year round, the Sukkah should also remind us of those who do not live in secure homes as regularly as most of us do. Some may live on the streets, or bouncing from shelter to shelter. Some may live in warm houses with four walls, but live in fear from domestic abuse (October is also Domestic Abuse Awareness Month: https://jcada.org/www). Sukkot reminds us that everything is temporary, and there but for the grace of HaShem go I.

If you live in secure and safe housing the rest of the year, consider this the right time to go volunteer at a shelter, a food pantry, to open your home to a friend or neighbor in need, to donate to your local Picture The Homeless-type organization or a domestic abuse survivor's org. If you are not in a position to do any one those things, hang in there. Know that things change, sometimes abruptly, and you will see brighter days ahead.

May the time and season for peace, comfort, and safety be upon us all this Sukkot.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKP4cfU28vM